i was happy that i passed, of course, but the thing is, i don't share the same excitement that other kids have. gosh, how i envy them.

i think this is a problem with over-achievers. they always meet the expectations they have on them, even though these expectations are pretty tough to meet. this kind of people do suffer to achieve what they are expected to achieved. the sad part is, this is oftentimes taken for granted, or not recognized, even by their own family.

i'm sad because i don't know of anyone i could share my joy and supposedly excitement. my family knows i could easily passed freshman year, my classmates would think i'm just over reacting or worst, mayabang if i reacted that i was so surprise. i just stayed cool...getting my self numb from the happiness i really feel.

this may seem a little bit nothing.

words of wisdom: being an over-achiever sometimes means nothing at all.

oh well.