Just got home from some affair. Actually I've been to a house full of my mom's friends here and abroad. They're actually a whole family. They're nice, really. They complimented me for how I look like my mom or even better than my mom. Hahaha! Well it was flattering, but one thing that got me REALLY annoyed was the countless times they took a pic of me so that they can show either to their friends or their sons. Good grief! I felt like I am a *hore or much worse, a desperate! I'm only 18 and there's a LOT of time for those things after I graduate from college. Whatever, just to show my respect, I just smiled for the whole time they do the talking.

I really don't need that "nirereto". The early part of this year was already spent on emotional turmoil. I have to take a break from that. I like to think I'm giving my heart a vacation. Maybe it's better to be "frozen" for an indefinite time. Saka na yung mga ganyang bagay. Kahit hindi na sabihin ng nanay ko, ako na mismo aayaw. I don't like to feel anything unstable regarding heart matters for the mean time. Especially now my world is somewhat rotating and revolving in harmony.

BUT if whoever they like me to make an acquaintance with, he must be at least smart, neat, not long-haired, not bald, tall, and gwapo! HAHAHAHA! XD


P.S. I have just read that Carly Smithson has been eliminated from the "Idol". >sad<