How I want to see him again. Though communication through text messaging never faded, seeing him again in person would make much difference, wouldn't? There's one thing stopping me...I don't know what it is exactly...maybe because of that stupid feeling I encountered...

I couldn't help it. At least send him a text message, I told myself. So I did.

I couldn't find the words that may fit what I want to say but still can hide my feeling at the moment. But then I thought, what's the need of hiding my feeling when that is all I want to tell him?

I want to tell him that I miss him terribly. I want to thank him for holding on to me. I want to tell him that I want him to be the 'ninong' of my first born. I want to tell him how I want for our friendship to be forever if that is possible. I want to tell him that I love him, as a friend, of course.

Finally, after series of erasures, I pressed the 'send' button. No more turning back. So what if he doesn't reply? At least I have said want I want and I can get my comfy sleep.

Fortunately he replied and that made me happy. I was happy because I know I still have my friend even though we're not seeing each other anymore. I was happy because no matter how many turning points my life will made, I know I still have him whom I can count on.