I don't know what happened but I just found myself sitting in a classroom, in front of a whiteboard, alongside with people I have shared my every days for the past two years now. Just when I was losing hope, God made it a point to have my wish be fulfilled: to graduate on time - next year March.

For the first day, I felt something was absurd. How in the world could it be possible that I am once again sitting in the familiar chair I have never missed for the past 15 years when I thought it would be impossible to do so? That day I also moved into a new home. Though it's a bit far from my school, I felt really lucky how blessings pour in in one day. Those kids appreciated me, something that was seldom to happen these days specially at my own home. I was overwhelmed, tired and exhausted by the end of the day.

Just when I thought everything was finished for me, God showed me how great He is. Maybe I can't understand what He's up to. Well, in the first place I have no idea what He's really up to from the start. I'm just happy and grateful that there's really someone who won't leave me in the dark. Just like what I've realized during last Sunday's mass: I need to relearn how to let go and let God.

You don't know how grateful I am having angels in my mortal life. These everyday angels now giving me new hope to live. Yes, I'm happy but there's one thing that really troubles me. How damn much I miss my mom.

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